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Post by cougar42 on Apr 9, 2021 7:11:17 GMT -5
Sorry #53. I have a lot of people to apologize to. But, seriously, I have been punched in the face A LOT! This past two weeks I have been punched in the face 19 times! 19 times!!!! I can't even think why that happened. But, I had to have deserved it. So, that's okay. I've got bruised eyebrows. I can't even remember. The point being is, I deserve it. I hurt everyone. I hurt you guys. I'm sorry. I really am. I'm going to take every punch in the face that I can. It's what I have coming. I'm a cunt. And, I'm going to let everyone I've wronged do what they have to do. Fuck, this hurts. Why did I have to be such an asshole?
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Post by cougar42 on Apr 9, 2021 7:24:16 GMT -5
Dude, if it's you, fucking hang out. Who gives a shit anymore about any of that. We all got dry-ass raped by a retard for 4 years daily, and now we're stuck with his 70 million herpes sores and a Gozer-level baby of a cult that we can't simply abort, that's growing every day until it's big enough to swallow us and make us all as stupid and regressive. And then there's something about covid. So, perspective and shit. Anyway, if this is you, cool. Glad you made it out the other side alive. Really. Jeez, I can't believe you died over 5 years ago. Thank you, man. I have really been raked over the coals these past few years. And, no, I didn't die. I was just really, REALLY drunk.
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Post by cougar42 on Apr 9, 2021 7:44:44 GMT -5
My mom is in the hospital with blood clots and a colorectal problem. She's been in there since New Years and I'm starting to get scared. This is the new me. Only the the truth. What do I do? I'm not good at handling this shit.
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Post by cougar42 on Apr 9, 2021 7:46:38 GMT -5
Also, you guys want to see my new shit? I have really been stepping it up lately!!!
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Post by cougar42 on Apr 9, 2021 13:44:17 GMT -5
So, I just got done apologizing to Mark and his wife Anna. Apparently, I really grabbed her ass when we danced, and he beat the living piss out me. Seriously, he beat me into the lawn. I'm bleeding. But, you know this is just part of the process. I mean he really hammered the fuck out of me. This is really hard. He told me if I ever came around them again, he would kill me. I'm cool with that. Apologizing never means you're going to get forgiveness. If you apologize and expect forgiveness, you're not actually doing it for them. Really wish he hadn't ground my face into the grass. God, grass tastes like shit.
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Post by cougar42 on Apr 9, 2021 13:53:06 GMT -5
Men who cultivate and overly-primp beards without a mustache included. That Amish approach is visually offensive in every way. If you do this, stop. Either grow the whole face out or remove the fur and stop being such a dorky jagoff. Why? Is that really bothering you? I've learned in the past few years that getting annoyed at these kind of stupid things is just stress you're bring on yourself. I mean, yeah, it looks like shit, but who cares? You're just making yourself angry for no reason. Just feel superior because you don't look like a cunt and move on.
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Post by cougar42 on Apr 9, 2021 13:55:41 GMT -5
This making amends shit is hard. All of these people hate me. It's like that whole process is designed to make you want to drink. I'm not going to, just sayin'. Fuck, my face hurts.
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Post by cougar42 on Apr 21, 2021 21:51:12 GMT -5
My mom is dying and I don't how to deal with that. She's got an infection. And they have already given her everything that is available. She's dying. I don't know how to deal with that. I was hoping that you did. Because, I"m freaking out. I know you guys don't have any cause to help me with this, but, she's dying. And I cant handle this shit. I really can't. She's my my important person. I love her so much and this is so hard. Every time I go see her, she is in so much pain. I can't say anything to her that will make her feel better. She is in so much pain. I don't don't know how to make this better. I don't don't how to make this better. I am so sad. She doesn't deserve this. She was was such a good person in her life. She was a social worker. She helped people get food stamps and shelter. She doesn't deserve this. My father deserves this. He was a cunt. He was horrible. Why is my mom doing this when My Dad, has a bitch that caters to his every need? He's off there with this cunt that caters to his every need? He got the kidney transplant and she's off taking care of his every need? Why is this happening to my mom? It's not fair. He was was such a total cunt. He was never there for us. Not once. Why is my mom the one that has to go through this shit? It's not fair@!! IT"S NOT FAIR@!!!!!! Why is this happening to her? It's Not Fucking FAir!!!!!!!
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Post by cougar42 on Apr 21, 2021 21:52:48 GMT -5
ITS NOT FUCKING FAir!!!!!!!!
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Post by frinspar on Apr 23, 2021 17:57:31 GMT -5
I'm sorry.
It's hard to watch someone go through and not be able to do anything. But when all you can do is be there, just be there. You're doing what you can.
If this shit was fair we wouldn't have cemeteries, mausoleums, memorials, wakes, vigils, and everything else we dedicate to the memory of those we love. But don't concentrate on it not being fair, you only cause yourself and your mom more pain and you'll drive yourself nuts trying to make sense of it. Don't let that overshadow for you, who she is and what she's done. I hope it turns around and the infection starts responding to treatment. But this time you have with your mom, celebrate her. Let her know all the good she's done is recognized and appreciated and that you will carry that forward for her. And live to honor her goodness.
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